...What next?

My eyes hurt so badly from crying last night..
I don't even know what we ended up deciding on..
I wanna run away from all this.
Forget all this..
I don't think it was really supposed to happen. :(

Outta Shape.

Ugh!!
I was looking around for something to eat and then I cought myself in the mirror.. :(
I'm so fat now!
It's been 7months since I had my son Elijah and I'm still as HUGE as I was when I was pregnant.
At  least when I was pregnant I had an excuse!!
I wanna be in shape again..
SKINNY again!!
I walk around and feel like a the fatest person in the world!!! :(
I wanna start walking everyday and eating heathly.
But I'm not sure where to start?

FED UP!!

I'm getting fed up with all the excuses..
"I'm to tired"
"I'm watching a movie"
"Not now I'm busy"
"Can't just relax?"
How much longer will you use all these excuses?!
The wedding is less then 3 months away..
Maybe I'm just over reacting but, I've only ask you to do 3 things for the wedding!!
It's not like I'm asking you to do everything..
Can't you help a little more?
Or just do what I asked?
I didn't ask much..