I Hate Making Plans!!!

I hate making plans only to find out that it isn't gonna work out last minute..
Ugh..
I was supposed to have a girls night out tonight but plans fell through.
So now I'm staying home alone while my son goes to his aunties house and my fiance' goes to his friends house to have bbq..
Bored? Yes!
Ticked off? Very..
What am I even gonna do?
I'd have more fun spending the night with Elijah then by myself!!
I bearly even do a girls night out!!
And now I know why I don't!!
Cuz it NEVER works out!
:(

Freaking Out!

I'm starting to have this freaky feeling inside me..

And I think I know why..

The wedding is in 3months!

I'm worried I wont fit in my dress :(

I feel like I'm just packing on the pounds with everything I eat!

My sisters think that I have a pinch of perfectioness in me..

I don't think I do, I just want to have it all planed out before the wedding comes sneaking up on me..

I'm really hoping we have enought seating and tables.

I don't even have all the invites out yet..

I think I have like 20 left to send out. :(

I still have to get flower girls and theyr dresses..

I don't know why I made this so hard for myself.

We have decided to not have the groomsmen wear tuxes..

Only Aaron will be wearing one. :)

I did wanna see Aaron's dad Russell and my dad in a tux.

But It'll save money and time so it's something we have to pass on.

Looking for a Home.

So me and my fiance' are looking for a house.
It's harder then I thought it would be.
Money is not my friend in this either. :(
I'm really hoping we can find someting for our family to grow in and stay for a long time!
I didn't realize how small some homes really are in the inside! Haha
We looked at a house that I thought was gonna be bigger then it really was.
That outside of it was very cute!
But the inside smelled of cat pee and the bedrooms were VERY small.
I doubt that we could of fit a queen size bed.
And then the 2nd bedroom was smaller so only Elijah's crib would fit. :(
So I beleive that we must keep looking for the right home for us!
I know that somwhere out there we are going to find the most beautiful home for our family love, live, laugh and to grow in.
I just hope that it's soon.. Haha
On friday we are going to look at another house.
I think it was a 3 bedroom.
It looks much bigger, but so is the price. :(
And we are still waiting to hear from the bank how much our loan will be.
I hope we can get enough for this house.

It's to early to get up..

So today I awoke from my ver importent sleeep to loud drums and people shouting..
It was from across the street at the high school..

{{Man, I can't wait till school gets out this summer!! It'll mean no more waking up to that for at least 2months! :) }}

So then I looked over to my son Elijah's crib and saw this =>

Elijah looked like he was trying to get out of his crib..

We can't start that stage in life yet..

It's to early!!!

Well, today I start my real hours at work.

3-6 every day.

It  isn't bad cuz I wont miss to much of Elijah..

Only 3 hours and he wont even be asleep when I get home so I'll still get to lay him down at night. :)

I kinda feel like I'll be working to pay for daycare though.. :(

Me and Aaron are saving up to buy a house.

{{Not sure how that'll go..}}

There is nothing out there to rent so why not buy? Haha

I'm hoping we find somewhere soon.

The wedding is in about 3 months and I would rather not move back into his parents house..

Not like his parents are bad but being a married couple that would have to sleep in different bedrooms {{which i'm sure his mom would do..}}

And then have no room to live in..

{{which we don't have room now..}}

Hopefully soon we'll have a place of our own to call home. :)

Wedding List Of Things To Get/Get Done..

[x] Wedding Dress

[ ] Grooms Tux
[ ] Groomsmen tux
[ ] Bridesmaid dresses
[ ] Cake
[ ] Invites Sent Out
[x] Pastor
[ ] Flower Girl
[x] Ring Boy
[x] Place
[x] Date/Time
[x] Candles
[ ] Flowers
[ ] Seating
[ ] Tables
[ ] Food
[ ] Drinks
[ ]

I know I'm missing things but I'll know later I guess.. :)